october 13; saturday

well today was rather interesting. i kept waking up in the morning. the first time i woke up i freaked out cause the last thing i remeber was seeing my aunt in my living room. but then i figured i had fallen asleep during the meeting and then went to my room in the middle of it. but yeah i have pretty weird dreams. one that i got a scholarship to ucla for playing guitar. weird i know. and then one of my friends dad being a molester. super weird. and one of me dying in a marathon. tripple weird. so i woke up and i was up for a good 2 hours watching my eze and sonic play. that was rather boring. and then adam called me and i invited him and his friends over. so they came over and got to see me in pjs & bed hair. so we all went in dennys. it was mark, andy, sevag, chris, and i there. we ended up wasting 4 dollars on a stupid stuffed animal. an ugly horrendous cat. we got it out of the play machines. so we all ate in peace. it was nice. so when it came to the check. it was $58.29. sevag who is now known as mr. $4 had only for dollars. so mark ended up taking me home so i can give the guys caysh money. they were $11 short. but yeah i ended up washing clothes and cleaning my room and whatnot. then got ready for sabrinas partaay. it was fun. i got there both bands were there. first heroes for villains played, then the tommyknockers. they were both really good. you shoulda seen me, sabrina, and kenny singing point/counterpoint. and oooooh eeem geee ME AND ALLISON in adams car lmao hi-larious. but yeah dan didnt say a word to me the whole night. so im thingking if i did anything wrong. well idk he hasnt replied to my text. i guess well just have to see. well for now im just gonna go call adam.

october 11th

so i hardly got any sleep last night. i stayed up for most of the night so i could have been able to talk to adam. and yeah i did. i had a super weird dream. valerie was in it. and her jacket. but yeah waking up at 7.30 isnt really good if your boyfriend isnt gonna take you to school. im surprised i got to school in time. so i get to school and watched the daniel webster thing. im gonna get nightmares. tutoring kelly was fun. well i realy didnt tutor. she was teaching me korean while i was trying to memorize the preamble. i love history. american history. but ugh barker kills us with the homework. i hated chemisrty took. me and kelly swore the turtle was dead. and in lunch everyone took some of mi arroz. you gotta love it. t.a for spanish wasnt bad. during drama everyone was all up on my mazapanes. .specially chris. poor chris. that kid needs to stop being emo. and marriage in famliy. ill allow my kids to be angry. unlike the person who gave birth to me husband. but yeah after school me, adam, and, andy got dropped off at adams. we looked at baby pictures of him i would have so dated him in 1st grade. so adam stays in the room looking at pictures and i get up, go to adams room and i see andy using adams heart shaped guitar, playing it and making faces. he then sees me and gets all surprised. turns out hes playing to the beats that the naighbors are playing. that was quite interesting. so after that we went to my house and i changed. then got dropped at limited practice. were gonna perform in vegaaas. now im home. in melissas monkey pajama pants [which im never giving back] and a blue hollister shirt. im debating wether to do my hair tomorrow and wear make up. i really dont feel like waking up at 6am.